Its all about you!!

I trusted you with my life.. I trusted you when you said you will never leave me no matter what.. I believed you blindly when you said I LOVE YOU.. what happened to all your promises now ??

Thanks for acting like you cared :(

I'll Be Alright

Today I talked to my mother , it's been a long time since I spoke her

She told me that what ever may be.. life must go on. so I was a little happy but I couldn't hide my pain for her so I told her that I was feeling so lonely, that I was so alone, that I had nobody and that I was feeling so empty, that my life was so empty without anyone there

My Mom told You are precious to me.. 

I told her that I miss home, that I miss my family, my sister and all that I know

I am not doing well, I see the symptoms of the illness coming back and I feel less strong every day, so every day I am doing worse, I try to smile but I see it looks more like crying than smiling, I don't want to smile

Tonight I will take the train to Chennai and from there I will go room again in a week or so, I had it with this lonely travel, I want to go to room again and it is almost time.

But to continue with my conversation with my mother, I told her how crazy I was for you and you for me and that we were both sad how it ended but we can't change it, so she asked me ''where am I looking for'' so I told her that I was looking for myself, that I was looking for people that like me and where I can relate to, but unfortunately I don't relate to people so easily, and it is my problem

She told me that I need to go to church, look for a new purpose in my life and that I'll be better again by than,  I will be alright again

I don't look for a new person, I don't want a new person, but don't worry for me

I'll be alright....

Take care of your future.

Crying over you -

I can't stop crying and I can't forget you, you are that person where stories of the past are about, memories I cary with me for all my life

I can't stop crying :'(

Life is so short and you need to live it to the fullest and you do it the way you want it, smiling again is very good for you

As I look back on all that's happened..growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me -- there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. As I look back on those days, I realize how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you. The past may be gone forever..and whatever the future holds, our todays make the memories of tomorrow. So, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you.

 I wish you something good and I see you found it I guess, you can smile again and I am happy you do.. 

But I can't stop crying :'( 

A New Time For Me

It's been so long, since I've written something down, it's been too long to wait for anything you might want to tell so I moved on, I started to study, see people and have good times, every week I go home, study to keep my mind occupied and it brought good things to me so far.


I've got new friends, a new social area around me, I'm not lonely anymore in the nights, with you I wasn't lonely in the night and when I stopped talking you I saw that I never should have let some people in my life go because they could make me less lonely but I learned from it, the new people I found are great, always happy to help me with problems and they are very kind and luckily... they are close to me.


I admit it, sometimes I still think about you, it would be impossible not to, just when I think the word ''poopoova'' I think about you, I will do it for a long time I know but it is gradually reducing and being replaced by new people, new thoughts, new ideas and new feelings.


Whenever I'm alone these days I don't feel the loneliness you left me in, I feel strong enough to withstand and be happy with myself, after all, the whole adventure I've been through made me lose the touch of other people, because I let them all go just to be with you, because I believed in everything we dreamed and all that we imagined, but after our relationship had ended and we split and went our own way, the loneliness came with me but as soon as I was here in university the loneliness said goodbye to me and looked for a new victim.


I hope life treats you well, I hope it has taken you from me with a smile and that your life is very good at the moment, I hope it will be good for you always.


Take care

Love is not heart of life_It is only a part of life

Never Cry for One Who Makes You Cry ! ……….your are most precious to you and your family,mom & dad..so be happy and make them happy.Love is that feeling which we can’t express just we feel that feeling. It’s not mean a true love relationship is only between a boy or a girl, but it’s also between son- mother, daughter- father, son- father, daughter-mother, brother-sister, and also with grandfather, grandmother, with friends, relatives, teachers etc.

According to me , the best part of life is when we care our parents, friends, lover, childrens, neighbours, dogs, birds, sister, brother etc.. love is that feeling which we can’t express to anyone.Love is a part of life but it is not  a heart of life. It  doesn’t mean to love a girl or a boy whom u like,it means it’s describe your personality, your attitude, your feelings regarding a person. Love is the most important and precious part of life. Without it you cannot be recognised as as human in our life

So according to me 

Don’t forget love in your life. Love everyone because love is the best part of our life without it life is just like a hell not heaven. Love everyone.

Question to MY SWEET Sister????

Why is your sensitivity so high? Why cant you just understand? Why are you always making my life so miserable? I’m a human and I need proper treatment rather than blame. Am I a sham to you? Am I another burden in your life? This is insane! Just a comment and it blew your mind! This is not gonna work. “sorry seems the hardest word”,  it’s a fact.I don’t see a point apologizing when its not my fault. Yet again its always my fault. I’m never right!

There’s a lot of things running in my mind and I just wanna be alone. So LEAVE ME ALONE!

Happiness

Pursuit of happiness

Many would recognize the phrase "Life, Liberty and Pursuit of happiness".

It is the most famous phrase from the United States declaration of independence. Interestingly, this phrase came from an English philosopher John Locke. In my pursuit of understanding "The Pursuit of Happiness", i read a vast number of articles from the Internet

 Now, to really understand the magnitude of this topic, i asked myself the below question if wish, you can also ask yourself questions.

1) How many hours you feel "happy" in a day?

2) Think of a person in abject poverty. How many hours do you think he feels "happy" in a day?

3) Think of a billionaire. How many hours do you think he feels "happy" in a day?

4) Think of a person you know, whom you think is happier than you?

5) Think of a person you know, whom you think is less happier than you?

6) What you want in your life, that will make you more happier than what you are now ?

Now, having asked yourself these questions. Its time to assess.

Its scientifically proven that happiness cant be measured. Happiness we perceive, when we eat an ice-cream is equivalent to the happiness we percieve on winning a lottery. So, why do we generally attribute winning lottery as ecstatic while eating an ice-cream as ordinary?

The Answer ---> The least the probability of occurrence of an event, the more it seems to bring "happiness". If you thought a billionaire is happier, think again! Every individual is as happy as anyone is. It is this pursuit of happiness that’s trivial and designed to keep our self engaged!!!!

Many of the scientific studies point to certain key areas that can strongly impact our "pursuit of happiness". These are:

1) Communicating,

2) Caring,

3) Sense of Accomplishments,

4) Sense of Importance.

Keep reading my posts on more on this. Have a nice day !!

I miss you every day, my dearest sister

My sister & I are more like best friends than siblings. We can talk about everything & anything and usually do and it doesn’t matter if life becomes busy:)
I’ve often imagined that we’ve shared many lifetimes together and at each new beginning.


to be continued . . . .

தனிமையில் நான்..............

தனிமை இனிமையானது.....  

பாசம் தாண்டி நேசம் கடந்த தோழியாய் நீ இருப்பாய் என்று என் இதயம் நினைத்தது,இங்கு தவறாகிப் போனதே...........................!

எனக்கு மட்டும் ஏன் தோழி......................கோரிக்கை மனுக்கள் நிராகரிக்கப்படுகின்றன?????????

நட்பெனும் கவிதை நான் எழுதிய போதுபிரிவெனும் கவிதை உன்னால் வாசிக்கப்பட்டது...........

ஆயினும் மீண்டும் யாசிக்கிறேன்...............

History Repeats Again""சரித்திரம் என்றோ திரும்பும்"

இது நியதி...................அவ்வகையில் நீயும் என்றோ திரும்புவாய்............நம் நட்பும் மீண்டும் திரும்பும்.............என்ற தேடலுடன்கா....த்.....தி......ரு.......க்........கி.........றே..........ன்................

தனிமையில் நான்..............

MS XXX .. MISS YOU A LOT

A True Friend's Silence hurts more than Enemy's Rough Words

அனைவருக்கும் அம்மா,அப்பா,உடன் பிறப்புகள் தவிர எங்கேயோ பிறந்து,தீடீரென வந்து வாழக்கையில் எல்லாமும் ஆனா கணவன்/மனைவி போல் எந்த ஓட்டும் உறவும் இல்லாத உயிரை கூட கொடுக்ககூடிய அளவிற்கான நட்பு மிகவும் மகத்தானது தானே!!!எல்லோருக்கும் ஒரு உயிர் தோழி/தோழன் இருப்பாங்க இல்லையா?ஒரு தோழி எல்லோருக்கும் கடைசி வரை என்றென்றும் நினைவில் இருப்பாங்க இல்லையா? நான் தேடிக் கொண்டிருக்கும் ஒரு தோழி Ms. XXX மட்டும் அவளை நான் ரொம்ப மிஸ் பண்றேன்.

அன்பு தோழிக்கு...

எனக்கு நிறைய ப்ரண்ட்ஸ் அதுல கடவுள் எனக்கு குறைவில்லாமல் செய்துட்டார். எல்லாருமே என் நல விரும்பிகள் தான். எல்லோரதும் தாயின் பாலை போல பரிசுத்தமானது இதற்கு மேல் என் நட்பை பற்றி வர்ணிக்க வார்த்தை இல்லை. ஆனால் இன்றும் நான் தேடிக் கொண்டிருக்கும் ஒரு தோழி Ms. XXX மட்டும் அவளை நான் ரொம்ப மிஸ் பண்றேன்.

தோழன்

தாய்ப் பாசம் ஈடு இணையற்றது அன்னையர் தினம் இதனை ஞாபகப்படுத்துகிறது!

நீயே ஒரு கவிதை - அம்மா 

அம்மாவை பற்றி கவிதையா நிச்சயமாக முடியாது என்னால் காதலியை பற்றி எழுத ஒரு காகிதமும் சில பொய்களும் போதும்...!    அம்மா நான் சொன்ன முதல் வார்த்தை..  எல்லோரும் சொல்லும் முதல் வார்த்தை...  ..மா அம்மா நாங்கள் அன்றே சொன்ன முதல் கவிதை அம்மா..! 

CELEBRATE LIFE LIVE EVERY MOMENT

Be Practical!! this is what you wanted to tell me..?? or rather teach me..?? Thanks a lot... i am grateful to you for guiding me and showing me the correct path.. but i would like you to know that this is the only way i am going to love you ( Worlds Best Brother & Sister) for my entire life.. i am not expecting anything in return.if your heart says, love me.. if it doesn't, go ahead and live your life.. Do not worry about me.. i will hide bothering you.. what bad i did? i really cant figure out.. but yes, i thought you as my sister bottom of my heart.. i think i remember the days.. was it that we'd spend entire four years.  how can it be possible.. u have other priorities in life... but i will still come and be there.. meet me if u want... kill me if u want like u did... . nothing will affect me now .. though my love will remain the same.. but pain will stay.. nothing can heal this wound i guess....

Sorry if i hurt-ed you without my knowledge..

Making a Move

I wanted to publish my very first post on this blog on a good note but, as the luck would have it, first post was not published on time.

I decided it was time to start a new blog. I love what this blog has been for us (a community, prayer support, love, kindness, encouragement)

Lately, I have wanted to blog more but had trouble motivating myself to do so.

So, like I said, I'll be posting over there from now on. It's just a simple template with my thoughts and pictures and stuff. I hope that doesn't mess things up too much for y'all.

to be continue..