It's been so long, since I've written something down, it's been too long to wait for anything you might want to tell so I moved on, I started to study, see people and have good times, every week I go home, study to keep my mind occupied and it brought good things to me so far.
I've got new friends, a new social area around me, I'm not lonely anymore in the nights, with you I wasn't lonely in the night and when I stopped talking you I saw that I never should have let some people in my life go because they could make me less lonely but I learned from it, the new people I found are great, always happy to help me with problems and they are very kind and luckily... they are close to me.
I admit it, sometimes I still think about you, it would be impossible not to, just when I think the word ''poopoova'' I think about you, I will do it for a long time I know but it is gradually reducing and being replaced by new people, new thoughts, new ideas and new feelings.
Whenever I'm alone these days I don't feel the loneliness you left me in, I feel strong enough to withstand and be happy with myself, after all, the whole adventure I've been through made me lose the touch of other people, because I let them all go just to be with you, because I believed in everything we dreamed and all that we imagined, but after our relationship had ended and we split and went our own way, the loneliness came with me but as soon as I was here in university the loneliness said goodbye to me and looked for a new victim.
I hope life treats you well, I hope it has taken you from me with a smile and that your life is very good at the moment, I hope it will be good for you always.
Take care
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